In case anyone is wondering… *blush* It’s been a brutal year for me this year… definitely not a favourite. My Grandpa passed away in January of 2009, which really put a bad start to my year, then after that happened my mom was diagnosed with Cancer, another kick in the gut. You know what they say, bad luck comes in 3’s right? So let’s see what’s happened in the last month or so, besides everyone being sick with the flu, it really knocked the wind out of us for a good month i’d say. I still have a stupid cough and will probably have to get myself an inhaler… I have no idea what’s going on but my breathing hasn’t been so great. A couple weeks ago my grandma in law fell and broke her femur in 4 different places.
She is 89, so a break like this is not a good one, not that it ever is but she also needed surgery on it and because of her age made it a very risky surgery. I was so afraid of losing her, I just couldn’t fathom the thought. We are so very close and I can’t imagine my life without her… She is now recovering slowly but surely, our goal is to have her back home where she belongs & wants to be. Needless to say i’ve been up at the hospital most days for hours at a time spending as much time as I can with her. It really makes her happy to have visitors and is helping her spirits and I believe helping in her recovery.
Other than that, i’m stressed out & tired, i’m not a stress eater. I haven’t gained an ounce, just the opposite actually. I’m below my goal weight, but as long as I don’t lose any more weight i’ll be happy, it’s quite a change from 6 months ago when I would have done anything to lose weight, now my focus is on not losing anymore. I don’t really want to post my weight, so i’ll leave it be for now. I’m ok really, just would like to get back into the “groove” again… kwim?
I’ve really been focusing on my family & getting grandma home and better! I’m exercising a few times a week, (would really like to build back up to 5-6x week, but with being at the hospital most days and running around doing this & that, I can’t seem to hit that lately…) When I do it’s usually my Wii Fit Plus, love the Yoga & Strength training routines the best! My eating is still mostly the same, clean foods, lots of fruits & veggies, but it’s too cold for my “monsters”, so I haven’t been having them lately.. more into warm comfort foods such as soups, coffee & tea seem to be my best friends lately..
Anyways, that’s my update. I hope to get back to more regular posting and i’ve missed so many of my favourite blogs lately but i’ve barely been around the computer… so here’s hoping I can get back to it!
For those of you who sent me an email checking to see if I was still alive, thank-you! lol!!
I’ll be back soon… hopefully with some pics to pretty up my posts!
























































